Wha — ?

Just now, I was looking for a wreathe my sister-in-law made me, but that I wanted to decorate. I had no problem with that, and have even been known as crafty (sort of). Anyway, a friend offered to help me decorate it so it’ll be ready to hang on our door around the Holidays. Okay,… Read More Wha — ?

In It for the Long Haul

⚠⚠⚠!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!⚠⚠⚠ NOTE: This post discusses self-harm. If this is a trigger for you, please do not read further. ⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠ ⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠ As I showered this morning, I noticed that my razor was gone from the shelf in the shower. I had no intention of harming myself, but I did feel annoyed not seeing it in… Read More In It for the Long Haul

Re-Admitted

Thank you all for your support, love, and encouragement during what has been a difficult time. Much love to you all. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ As some of you know, I was in the emergency room on Friday, March 23, because I couldn’t stop self-harming. I was there from 4:00 PM until about 6:30AM the next day, when… Read More Re-Admitted

UPDATE 3/23/18

I’m sorry I haven’t replied to your comments. After seeing my therapist and continued communication with my psychiatrist, we decided that I should go to the hospital, which is where I am right now. I’ll likely be admitted; if so, my husband will try to provide updates. Thank you all so much for the positive… Read More UPDATE 3/23/18

I Cut Again

⚠️⚠️⚠️!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!⚠️⚠️⚠️ NOTE: This post graphically discusses self-harm. If this is a trigger for you, please do not read further. ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ Happiness is not a foreign concept to me. As I mentioned yesterday, I had a salon appointment. My nail tech did, indeed, ask about the bandages on my arm, and I muttered something… Read More I Cut Again

I Cut for the First Time in Years

⚠️⚠️⚠️!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!⚠️⚠️⚠️ NOTE: This post graphically discusses self-harm. If this is a trigger for you, please do not read further. ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ Even though my husband and I had a great time on our recent trip, I felt depressed during our time away, and now it’s worse. He usually works from home, not to keep… Read More I Cut for the First Time in Years